i came to realise dat i aint dat happie when im @ wrk.. dunoe wart went wrong.. im simply draggin myself dere.. it sucks when you're sick and no one's able to help u thru.. and even if there is.. u wont even have the time to teach dem.. oh gosh.. warts worst is dat u're sick and unfit to wrk.. oh! my! god! hw am i gonna survive thru.. with my negative thoughts.. it wont be dat smo0th for me to continue @ wrk.. gosh! can some1 kill me! hm.. i used to think dat the colicks were great and dat they are the ones who kips u going.. no matter hw bad the wrk is you'll still b able to go thru dis mess.. but it seemed like its not like dis animore.. @ dis pt of time my only tot is to leave dat freekin place.. and not considering da part where i might b losing contact wif da animal familee which were so united den.. =S after all.. colicks are still colicks. dey come and go. aint dat right?!

but still.. hope i can wait till may'09.. get 3 yrs experience b4 i hit da commercial line.. at least $$ is beta?! l0l.. and faster finish my freeking studies.. hw stupid of me! i aint like dis back in sec sch or poly! wart the heck happened! and of cos planning to get married.. tis another big and huge project to go thru.. l0l.. omg!

and 2dae.. hes finalli back.. daes w/o him was unbearable. almost got myself side tracked! but of cos not da kind where im gonna let him down 1 la.. l0l.. but still.. hes back.. haha! and i dint even knoe sum1 wud think dat im da kind who'll still look out for others even when im wif him.. omg! i tot onli i knoe dat.. gosh.. but dun worrie.. hes my ultimate 1.. l0l.. the gro0m will b him =)

had a wet dae out.. wif missy.. thank u for da dae thou we dint mit our objective.. but hope sat's a success! :D gonna check NEA webbie daily man! tootie weather..

and i hate to go back to office 2ml.. to think all clients will bang and chase u for their stuffs and all.. omg.. kill me pls.. arhhghghg!