clearing the cobwebs in this bloggie. omg tis been 2 yrs since i last blogged. guess im gonna be more active man. zzz~ hmm.. suddenly had this urge to complete everything i had on hand. my projs, my work, my goals, etc! everything seemed to flow in concurrently. OMG! but i know certain things cannot be rushed. it should be done on a step by step basis. so i guess i can only clear those i have on hand. but the agony of having to wait is killing me. ROAR!!!

i have alot of wants. but doesnt mean they are equal to my needs. hence, i guess im gonna forsake certain wants that i have and focus on my needs. muaha! b4 i do that, im gonna identify what are my wants and what are my needs. zzzz~ i nit time. yes. more time pls! work load's getting heavier. stress carrier is giving more and more stress on me. seemed like i dint have ample time to relief all of my stress out. every wkend gotta bring wrk home to do. or maybe drop by ofc to clear the shit. if not for the blo0dy pay they are paying me plus the time offs that i can get, i guess im seriously outta here. exposure is ample. but u wrk like a robot. x_x with the addition of jobs, it might be due to a transition period. but hm.. i need a breather. a longer break. breakfree from the hectic wrk. and go for some R&R.

years passed. seemed like ive stopped dropping much tears as compared to before. i used to be a crybaby. abit of things i will wanna cry. but i think now ive sucked dry all my tears. only when i watch those tragic movies or touching sad shows, my tears came flowing. OMG! help!!!

alright enuff said. i hope everything will go smo0thly and on right track! ganbatte!!





im tired! omg.. had enuff of da freeking wrk.. can some1 kill me pls.. =X





tis da mo0ncake festival! had 2 nights out celebrating it.. thou i spent da 1st watchin zohan. ha! well.. at least beta dan nuthin.. 2nd was kinda fun but i felt demoralised. ha! simply becos i pressed dat tootie OK button! da pics are gone! it had been reformatted! omg.. so depressed man! but aniwaez.. tis all over.. 2ml's back to da unhip area to rot again.. arhghg.. omg i tink i nit a psychiatrist.. =S





oh well.. shall update more dis daes.. else tis gonna have cobwebs so0n.. came back after miting LCD.. tis so fun @ da games cafe.. muaha! and lucki enuff we saw our sec sch snrs.. gosh! they changed! except the tallest guy in our sch den.. =S still so ever tall! omg! tis fun! and enriching.. muhaa! i had fun~ but hope tanning is a success 2ml man! omg! so mani wks no tan.. turning white soon.. haha! pls let our wish come true..

omg im tired.. cant think of wart others to sae.. but.. i had a great dae.. l0l.. thanks ppl..





i came to realise dat i aint dat happie when im @ wrk.. dunoe wart went wrong.. im simply draggin myself dere.. it sucks when you're sick and no one's able to help u thru.. and even if there is.. u wont even have the time to teach dem.. oh gosh.. warts worst is dat u're sick and unfit to wrk.. oh! my! god! hw am i gonna survive thru.. with my negative thoughts.. it wont be dat smo0th for me to continue @ wrk.. gosh! can some1 kill me! hm.. i used to think dat the colicks were great and dat they are the ones who kips u going.. no matter hw bad the wrk is you'll still b able to go thru dis mess.. but it seemed like its not like dis animore.. @ dis pt of time my only tot is to leave dat freekin place.. and not considering da part where i might b losing contact wif da animal familee which were so united den.. =S after all.. colicks are still colicks. dey come and go. aint dat right?!

but still.. hope i can wait till may'09.. get 3 yrs experience b4 i hit da commercial line.. at least $$ is beta?! l0l.. and faster finish my freeking studies.. hw stupid of me! i aint like dis back in sec sch or poly! wart the heck happened! and of cos planning to get married.. tis another big and huge project to go thru.. l0l.. omg!

and 2dae.. hes finalli back.. daes w/o him was unbearable. almost got myself side tracked! but of cos not da kind where im gonna let him down 1 la.. l0l.. but still.. hes back.. haha! and i dint even knoe sum1 wud think dat im da kind who'll still look out for others even when im wif him.. omg! i tot onli i knoe dat.. gosh.. but dun worrie.. hes my ultimate 1.. l0l.. the gro0m will b him =)

had a wet dae out.. wif missy.. thank u for da dae thou we dint mit our objective.. but hope sat's a success! :D gonna check NEA webbie daily man! tootie weather..

and i hate to go back to office 2ml.. to think all clients will bang and chase u for their stuffs and all.. omg.. kill me pls.. arhhghghg!





time flies.. and july is ending.. omg.. so the veri fasT!!! im only left wif bout 4 mths.. to my special dae.. omg.. hope things will go on smo0thly hhaa! HOPE! l0l.. recently kinda dun have the motivation to wrk.. dunnoe y either.. im like draggin myself to wrk. gosh.. kill me pls. hope my motivation comes back to me so0n!!! =) and aug! faster come..dats where i'll have more free time to realli re construct myself.. haha! reconstruct! yes i mean it.. i wana make myself slimmer.. sept gonna go for photo sho0t! hee.. *nticipating* dunoe how it'll b like.. wohooo! l0l.. and cant wait for 1st aug! mit up wif my besties! shiok! quite long no c dem le.. omg.. TANNING! i wan TANNING! hee.. and fri i beta get a bikini.. else ms Chong's gonna kill me.. =x





wart a bad dae 2dae.. :S omg.. kill me pls..